I'm tired...
As you age, more people in your life, it seems, die.
People older that you saw as invincible as well as people your own age...they pass away.
But young people, it's just not supposed to happen.
I have ADHD, I have no doubts.
But I grew up in the 1970's and they just didn't diagnose that unless it was blatantly obvious.
So I have grown up adjusting and surviving.
But it keeps me outraged and upset about what seems everything all the time.
And it's tiring.
It seems that so many things have surrounded me, and are smothering me.
Coaching, teaching, my family life...I'm pushed or smothered and I've learned to compartmentalize and deal and distance myself.
But then an email comes through and one of your more recent students has passed away...18 years old.
I'm tired...
